got caught in the rain.
sucked. hd to wait until the rain stopped..
but i gave up halfway and got drenched.

the weather's setting itself agaisnt me.

*nazurah asked me whats goin on bcus she said i had been moody the whole day.
how observant.
especially when i had made an effort to not appear depressed.
i suck at real-life acting.

ive got something to announce.
BENITA ROCKS.
yes. she does. ALOT.
no one is to badmouth her in front of me..
or REGRET it.

my grandma bought me a BIG tshirt from bejing.
bought the nice peanut things.
and bought ines two fans..
dunno what she got shaun.

THANKS AHMA. you rock.

and. and another thing to announce.
GUYS ARE SO VAIN.
i had hoped its only my brother..
but its not.

i was supposed to take a bus to sch with my victoria sec neighbour.
his name is nick.
and he came out of his house late.
said he was doing his hair.

so now i know why i reach school later and later every day..
bcus i sit his dad's car to school..
VAIN NICK. ahhh.

and how guys like to look at their reflections almost every time they can.
and some even ask if they look good.
O_O

i have personal experience okay..
im not just making it up. like SOME people will.

oh yeah-
my parents have set a ban on my computer.
and i have to ask for permission and show them PROOF if i need to use the com.
bcus of shaun's midyear exams.

HAIZ.

i have two computers at home..
ones mine and ones the family one.
they do their work on the family one.
last night they set the internet thing off..
and i cant go online on mine..
*what they dont know is that i hacked the family computer password long long ago.
thats how im HERE.
*they should know better that me and shaun wont give up so easily.
and the password is very very simple btw.

theres the literature poem group recital thing tomorrow.
and individual recitals next week.
i still dont wna accept the fact that im acting as BARBARA ALLEN-
this cold hearted girl that someone died out of love for.
and after that she persuades her parents into digging a grave for her.
bcus she wants to commit suicide and DIE.
weird isnt it? but shes doin it bcus she realised that the dead guy loves her.
let me recite my lines. ahem.

oh mother, oh mother go dig my grave
make it both long and narrow-
sweet william died of love for me
and i will die of sorrow.

and father, oh father go dig my grave
make it both long and narrow-
sweet william died on yesterday
and i will die tomorrow.

ITS SO RETARDED.
imagine doing it in front of the whole class..
grr. i hate it. im always made to do the stupidly dramatic parts.
AHHHHH.
i think ill drop dead halfway.
and laugh and laugh.
and i think everyones gonna laugh as well.

erm. shauns home and he wants to use the com..
so i have to SHOO OFF.


*sry- im just so bloody pessimistic.