just came home.
tired. very tired.
going to use the com for a while then go out..
since i have so much time to kill.

goin to punggol beach later.
thats the only thing that rocks.
:))

our school is setting up a gavel club.
so unoriginal. since many other schools already have it.
its to improve on our public speakin skills.
and make speechs. impromtu or not.
the first meeting is on next saturday.
and if it wasnt for my busy schedule i would probably go and join..
and im still considering.
OH WELL.

walking home today.
saw edmond getting off the bus.
so caught up with him.
in the end i reached my house earlier than he did.
O_O
he walks SLOWLY.

im still puzzled. why the hell am i tired when i hardly did anything yst?
i just danced a little bit. a VERY little bit.
and i ditn go for ballet bcus i was already tired.
hope ms kok understands.

ive lost all my stamina and strength since the time i got sick.
really sucks la.

was talking to gnatasha last night.
she talked a whole load of crap.
just to get me to talk more.
bcus she says lately ive been very quiet and shes not used to it at all.
well- im a depressed kid.
O_O

went to school today..
was talking to chia li.
suddenly i found myself talking about my parents.
i just blabbed and blabbed.
couldnt help it.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.
yeah. so compared curfews.

chiali didnt even have a curfew.
NO ONE had a computer off by whatever time rule.
NO ONE had to survive without getting money to go out with their friends.
NO ONE was allowed to go out only once a month.
*that rule is really ridiculous. REALLY.
NO ONE has to seek permission a few days ahead to go out and get APPROVAL.
NO ONE's parents worry about them when thwey go out with their AUNTIE.
NO ONE has to use their own $$ to buy a BOOK or NOVEL from a bookstore.
*trust me- i can continue listing.
but im really pissed just thinking about it again.
so im not goin to.

and we are all singaporean girls with singaporean parents.
and mine are CONTROL FREAKS while theirs are not.

in the end even RACHEL SEAH had to admit that i was pitiful.
she asked me to write out all the rules and show it to them.
which i have attempted and ended more miserable.
and compare all my rules to my brother's ones.
which i have just done mentally. O_O
and i feel miserable.

i dont think im goin to watch BURN THE FLOOR.
the tickets are fifty over dollars includign matinee and night shows and whatever.
while the student price from the SISTIC outlet itself is twenty something.
my heart aches just thinking of all the money.

i AM planning to go for the big walk though.. anyone interested?

and i MUST catch TAKE THE LEAD.
*which comes out today.
with who and when i still dont know.

one good thing. ITS A HOLIDAY TMR.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
yes it rocks.

i SHOULD be going out. :))

got my mums permission.. but she wants details.
i think shes gonna change her mind that i plan to leave early in the morning before seven.
AHH. PLEASE MUM- LET ME GO OUT THIS EARLY TOMORROW.
or ill end up with a black face the whole day.
PLEASE.

oh. and i think shes planning to confiscate my computer.
please la. i worked so hard during PSLE (YEAH RIGHT- i didnt study at all.. but i did get my 240 so its good la.) to get this computer.
and i love it. like LOVE.

and i just checked out the ikea website.
doesnt say a THING whether it opens on public holidays.
and im planning to go there tmr.
all it says is that it opens from 10am to 10 pm.
like i didnt know that anyway. O_O

just rmbed the speech that fatimah made durin english.
the weird michael jackson one.
but some parts of it were really meaningful.
that kids deserve the right to feel beautiful even though you had a face only your mother would love. the right to be loved without earning it.
the right to be listened to even though what you said wasnt a BIT interesting. and a whole load of other rights.

and knowing that we were made out of LOVE. before knowing whether we were black or white (or yellow, in my case). before knowing who our parents are and all.

and how people keep telling you to grow faster as if CHILDHOOD was a terrible disease or sth.

just realised what a deprived childhood i led. maybe i should start talking to michael jackson. O_O

and sherlyn's speech about the hello kitty craze.
SHERLYN SHOULD DRESS UP AS HELLO KITTY EVERYDAY.
honestly. shes so terribly cute.

i really hope fatimah will win the public speaking weird competition.
she cannot impersonate michael jackson that well though..
even with the hat and the red shirt.
but her speech is nice.
the IMPORTANCE of CHILDHOOD- wheeeee.

leaving ashley's blog on to hear the song over and over again.
EVERYTHING IM NOT- the veronicas.
:)) too lazy to go and play my own music.



gonna grab sth to eat and go out to sit by the jetty. :))
and meet a friend there and come home LATE.
muahahhahah. feelin REBELLIOUS. :D