honestly-
i dont know what kind of people are reading my blog.

even the people i met playing games know my blog and ask me loads abt it.
why dont you all just TAG and make my life easier la.
O_O

oh wells.
had DANCE. no ballet.
:))

PS: I HATE MY MUM.
im declaring it to the whole wide world.
i dont give a damn what people say anymore.
SHES NOT BEING MATURE AND REASONABLE.
and trust me-
i have looked at it from her POV.
but she hasnt. i KNOW it.

she doesnt even let me do my homework on the com.
bcus she thinks im talking to a bunch of horny guys.
AHHHHHHH.
its HOMEWORK la.
and i WONT talk to horny guys anyway.
WHATS HER FRIGGIN PROBLEM...

shes making me out to be a PAI KIA, AH LIAN, DESPO and SERIOUS LIAR.

like i am anyways.
this shows how little she understands.
thats why i say- most parents' thinkings are LIMITED.

self-centred PEOPLE.
AHHH. im pissed.


i come home from a CRAPPY dance.
and i have to face HER.
spoiled my not that bad MOOD.

lost my appetite. not gna eat.

FOR DANCE TODAY-
had usual warm up blablabla.
then had to cheoreograph a dance within fifteen minutes and perform it.
we accomplished it-
but it was SUCKYYY.
we didnt do half of the steps.
and couldnt do anything but just watch the other part of group shake like hell.
and our hiphop was CRAP.
yes im never gonna do it again.
EVER.
*sry gnatasha*

had guitar today.
my neighbour, MR ALVIN ONG was the tcher.
HE ROCKS MY WORLD SO MUCH.
AHHH. i admire him.
^_^
okay so anyway.
he suddenly told me how much a resembled my mum when i asked him sth i wasnt sure of.
the way i looked, my VOICE.
and i told him ALOT of ppl said tht as well.

BUT IT JUST PISSES ME OFF-
bcus i dont like being compared to HER.

but then again-
hes not at fault for being such a caring man, tcher and neighbour.
and im sure hes christian. :))

AHH.
cant stand the IM ALWAYS RIGHT smirk on her face.
*i think i have tht look sometimes too..
but im gonna try and stop doin it.

oh yeah.
EDMOND HAS FOUND MY BLOG.
AHHH.
lost the kick of making him guess.
after a few weeks of pestering me for my blog,
he found it.
O_O
AND HE still OWES ME A WATCH.
and i need it esp since i cant stand wearing that fcking watch of my MUMS'.
and shes not getting me one even thoguh she knows i NEED it, not WANT it.


*my mum just asked about my ballet.
and ordered for me to return the extra pocket money i took to eat dinner out.
PLEASE LA-
what she gives me isnt even enough for my LUNCH everyday.
and shes still being like tht.
and i DONT overspend- i dont even buy drinks in sch.

i think she wants me to starve.
ive honestly started to believe that-
bcus thats the only reason i can think of for her actions.

yes- so starve i shall.
cant force myself to eat anyways.

cant help thinking about her and how simply disappointed i am.
IM turning FCKING FOUR-TEEN, not FOUR.

im goin to DAO her.
MUAHAHAHA. evil daughter.
:))
it gives me pelasure in simply blocking out such CRAP.
yes- im WEIRD.

got the guitar pick.
its uglily GRAY. and its THIN.
i would rather go get a nice orange one at yamaha for $1.60.
even though its much more expensive,
its better, thicker, stiffer.
not as flimsy and breakable as this.
and theres ORANGE.
:))

or get a normal one at pennisula plaza.
they probably have every colour under the sun.
^_^

just not this ugly gray weird patterned FLIMSY PICK.



and to my class people-
im not facing $$ problems,
i just dont like NOT having extra cash.
but then again-
i am VERY broke.
starving and PATHETIC.
:))