i have a stupid smile on my face.

and it wont go off just yet.

its irritating cause i look so SPASTIC.

okay. havent been able to go online and BLOG.

sry. lets go in order shall we?

its going to be VERY long and crappy.

cant help it. :))

THURSDAY.

went to punggol beach late..

cause i was on the phone.

and i was supposed to meet td there..

but somehow.

he got on the bus i was on with my BROTHER, EUGENE and WEIQIANG.

and i was sitting at the back and not believing my bad luck.

so i was waiting to see how long they took to notice me..

and then weiqiang saw me.

SPOILER.

okay so shaun called me to the front to sit with them.

and we ended up at PUNGGOL BEACH.

it was shauns first time there.. so he was so helplessly BLUR and asking weird questions.

and i was informed that NICK would be coming with his GUITAR.

his GUITAR.

td told me that they just followed him.

and hoped that i didnt mind.

so they were whacking each other with branches and running around.

and throwing stones into the sea..

td's stone 'jumped' the most i guess.

at least twice.

his max was four times. PRO la.

eugene's just landed straight into the water.

and shaun was even worse.

saw loads and loads of dead fishes and crabs.

really made me sick.

was trying to chase the flies off the fish..

but they kept flying back and i couldnt do anything about it.

ahh. O_O

nick appeared with his guitar.

they played PIECES-SUM 41.

and weiqiang and shaun and eugene SANG.

me and td were talking about how screwed up the band was.

since it was way out of tune.

and they kept starting too late/early.

it was HILARIOUS.

and they took turns to hold the guitar and play.

i was TEMPTED. but i somehow didnt.

then they took weird gay-ish photos.

and sang many other songs.

it was really cute. really.

but i wasnt in the MOOD.

so i walked off to the jetty.

and td followed. O_O

so we stayed until like seven plus..

and then he went to go and get the rest of them..

and then we went home.

shaun was wondering where i went to..

bcus they were doin the PRETTY WOMAN dance.

and they recorded a song they sang.

i cant believe i missed it.

getting shaun to teach me.. but he says he wants to get the music first.

and people were staring at them. HAHA.

we bid them goodbye at the coffeeshop at td's place.

shaun bought a carton of mango juice and said he wanted to be healthy.

yeah right.

he also asked me to pick up bass guitar..

since their 'band' was lackin a bassist.

i mean- this is the BSB band.

BACKSTAGE BOYS.

wouldnt it be awkward if the girl was a bassist?

but im considering it though..

hes picking up electric guitar.

just think of all the money he has to spend.

went home to have dinner.

and mum came home PISSED at me.

or rather WORRIED.

she said i should have asked her for permission and blablabla.

the usual.

okay. so i just gladly sat there and listened to her SCOLDING.

and after that i asked for permission to leave the house EARLY.

she said earliest was nine something.

but in the end we agreed on eight.

wasnt able to call td and tell him though.

and i asked for permission to go out with shaun and co to watch TAKE THE LEAD.

but she was WAY against it.

in the end she bribed me with MONEY not to go.

okay- ACCEPTED.

but i was pissed all the same.

she was like: why do you want to go out with them? theyre all BOYS (please note). and theyre like seventeen and eighteen? theyre OLD, noelle. i dont want you to get hurt.

and i was like. WTFWTFWTF.

*and eugene is only FIFTEEN. only nick is OLD..

bcus weiqiang didnt go in the end.

i mean- WHAT THE F WAS SHE THINKING LA.

'get hurt'- it sounded so WRONG. totally.

but i didnt go. O_O

FRIDAY.

sry- bcus this is in DETAIL.

but of course im leavin SOME parts out.

so i apologise for the absolutely BORING and LONG post.

woke up EARLY.

left the house at eight- watched some anime before that.

reached td's house's bus stop at eight twenty.

waited until 845.

thought there were COMMUNICATION ERRORS.

so went to the OTHER bus stop at his house.

waited in between the both bus stops so that i could SEE both at the same time.

went to the playground.

went to the row of shops to look for a phone that uses coins.

FALIED.

went to the top level of his block.

looked down at the playground.

came back down.

sat at the playground.

was on the verge of leaving to look for him.

THEN

saw his MUM putting up shoes to dry at the sixth floor.

then i saw her put THE pair of shoes.

THE pair of his beloved ADIDAS DOUBLE WIDE with the weird gold whatever coloured stripes that he wore WHEREVER HE WENT.

other than slippers of course.

then i was like.

WTFWTF.. so hes still at home.

then he came out looking very flustered.

he had his specs on and his hair was in a mess.

it was a funny sight. damn funny.

i started laughing right in the middle of the playground.

and then he signalled for me to come up.

so i went up and entered and sat in his house.

gladly accepted the drink that his mum held out right in front of my face.

it was like NINE THIRTY FIVE when he finished doin whatever he was doing.

i felt damn DAMNED awkward.

then we left the house.

and then he told me that weiqiang said that i was unable to go out.

*weiqiang heard it from shaun.

so he woke up late.

and he actually wanted to sleep longer.

but he had a feeling that i might be waiting for him.

i was like: ..........

went to punggol beach.

i brought my camera nad snapped pointless pictures.

it was SHIOK bcus we were just there yst.

left at ten thirty when it started to drizzle.

headed to IKEA.

took the mrt.. and then ran for the 195 bus.

wasnt even sure if we were in the right direction.

ended up getting off one stop early and having to WALK.

he was so SLOW. even slower than EDMOND.

O_O

had lunch at BURGER KING.

wanted to eat at the ikea restaurant.

but we didnt..

we bought three meals for the two of us.

couldnt finish the coke.

threw it away. O_O

walked around the whole ikea.

he needed to buy a LAMP.

and i insisted lighting was downstairs.

and he insisted there was nothing downstairs.

O_O

i won. HAHA.

sat on chairs and stuff.

played with all the lamps..

in the end we settled on this metal lamp.

that costs twenty something including the two ligth bulbs.

i didnt want to leave without buying sth..

so i bought potpourri.

really lame of me. :))

the plants were UGLY.. they didnt have the african violet anymore.

the pictures were so nice but so expensive.

the MIRRORS.. so cheap.

i wanted to buy ALOT and go home.

but i was quite sure they would all break on the way.

went to PAY.. tripped over someones curtain rod.

OUCH.

sat outside for a while.

started to rain.

went to the mall opposite ikea.

walked arnd.

hopped on to this bus that went from tampines interchange to ikea.

and vice versa.

td tapped his ezlink card..

but we'rent supposed to pay..

PAI SEH. haha.

we slept on the way.

so tired. :))

OMG- shaun just let me listen to the song that they recorded.. pieces- sum 41.

the guitar is great.. the voices are weird.

got some parts they talked in the middle of the song.

and a few parts where they were alll different timing.

but you know what? IT ROCKS ALOT.

I LOVE IT. lol.

okay. so ended up at tampines mrt.

walked around.

saw some tkgs people..

they didnt see me though.

YAY. erm...

we were walking in the wrong directions and stuff.

was pretty funny.

went all the way up tampines mall..

and went all the way down.

showed him yamaha and CRESTAR.

but the studios and stuff were closed.

so he only saw the guitars hanging around.

then we were so bored.

took a 72 bus down to hougang mall.

the bus route was so REMOTE.

so ooloo.

and we sat on the seat right next to the stairs..

and i was sitting towards the aisle.

so i couldnt sleep.. bcus i was scared that somehow i would go tumbling down the stairs.

and td kept pushing me ON PURPOSE.

stupid idiot.

bought the XXL CRISPY CHICKEN from the taiwan street snacks stall.

the people there were so weird.

i heard them say something about CUTE.

and they were like (in chinese) bidding me farewell and asking me to take care.

O_O

went all the way up and down AGAIN.

then walked back to td's house.

saw his grandma on the way..

so he made me U-TURN.

cause he was scared of his grandma seeing us.

went to the bus stop via a different route.

wanted to wander off alone..

but td wouldnt let me.

IDIOT. kaypo. whatever. lol.

so he followed me to the bus stop and i couldnt hop o any bus.

it was so obvious that he was tired..

but he was being stubborn. O_O

it was like five oclock.

so we sat there for quite some time..

in the end he hopped on a 82 bus and i just followed.

he was goin to the beach.

...

banged my head against the pole when the bus braked.

ouch. then he laughed at me.

cause i must have looked retarded rubbing the back of my head.

i think theres a bump. ahh.

stupid pole.

got off the bus..

then he told me about THE BIRDSHIT INCIDENT.

he and nick and weiqiang went to the beach..

then a bird flew straight at them..

then he saw the shit.

then they all dodged..

he said nick was most likely to be HIT if he didnt move.

then the bird u-turned and flew away like it shitted on purpose.

ahh. so we went to the jetty.

and then we headed to the left side of the beach..

cause weve never been there.

and the rocks were beautiful.

really.

until i saw... birdshit.

white spots all over them.

and i then realised the countless amount of birds around.

and i walked with my hand on my head.

he laughed at me again..

then helped my cover my head. LOL.

then walked abit more and u-turned and went to the right side of the beach where we usually go.

sat on the ikea plastic bag.

my pants were already very dirty.

talked alot for a long while.

until like 6 thirty.

then we left.

cause of my curfew. sheesh.

told him about my mum not allowing me to go out with guys.

then it was pretty quiet the rest of the way.

should i really tell her?

reached home at seven plus.

my mum didnt say a thing. YAY.

i was so worried.

i asked for her old phone..

since she just changed her phone.

bcus her old phone cant call.

or receive calls.

but can sms.

so she said she actually wanted to go and buy a SIM card for me.

i couldnt believe what i was hearing.

i was stoning.

she said she didnt in the end bcus the numbers were all so hard to rmb.

she also said that she was goin somewhere else to get one.

my jaw was trying hard not to drop.

but i know shes doin all this bcus she doesnt want me to go fooling arnd and that she can keep track of what im doin.

but i dont mind. :))

so now i have a camera.

im supposed to get an mp3 from my dad.

and the phone SHOULD be on its way.

YU GUO TIAN QING. :))

my mum is scared of LOSING ME.

O_O

cause im still the daughter she worries about.

even though im the one who has to grow up faster

and thats why shes so nice to me now.

i HOPE its not temporary.

HOPE.

okay- im up to date now.

this is the PRESENT. :))

having tuition at ONE.

having ballet later.

ines is at the zoo with my auntie now.

supposed to go with them but im having tuition.

gonna eat my breakfast.

:))