should i be happy?
cause ive got one very important thing (to me) sorted out, and im throughly relieved.

BUT, i have another small issue which i blew up, and it hasnt been sorted out yet. well, this whole thing is from the STEP camp. last night this New Town Sec person asked me out along with the rest of the STEP campers to go down orchard for the day. (its actually today) and i wanted to bring along the Gan Eng Seng School people along with me, so i asked if that was okay.. turns out that quite a few people didnt like the GESS guys, and told me that it was best not to bring them along.

but, i won't leave one school in the lurch. this whole camp was supposed to bond the singaporeans as well, not just the thais. and it wasnt meant to make schools compete and dislike each other (for some weird reason i dont know about). and i really wanted to go for the outing.. WITH the GESS people. so apparently i was directed to the 'lao da' of the group, BRYAN, who didnt reply me at all. JACKASS.

i have a hitch that they only invited the 'popular clique of people' along. im not one of the 'populars', but somehow im 'invited' (like its supposed to be some great honour O_O). i suspect people like bryan, naz, mark, theo, hadad, hadiyah, the NTS people, the stinking bunch of minahs from anderson, the other stinking bunch of ah lians from i dont know what school, some popular wannabes from river valley and some other unknowns (to me).

and turns out that i was the only one asked from my school. how great. like im supposed to represent my school. im surprised vejaya and suzanna werent asked along.. really surprising. they didnt ask dunman high and GESS i think. bunch of school-ists. the GESS person wasnt keen on going, but was 'touched' (*cough cough*) by all the trouble i took to bring them along, and we made a compromise. the best thing is, those NTS jerks havent replied me yet.. so im crashing the party with 'Tom Cruise', and if they aren't happy then we'll go elsewhere.

if only the friendly thais were still here, hopefully none of this would have happened, and we would ALL (every single person from every single school) bring our thai partners and go parading down orchard, which also = human jam.

i just made a big deal of of nothing. O_O but that's the way i am and i won't leave my friends out for anything in the world. and i wont believe what i heard from hadad about other schools until i see it for myself. i choose to believe that everyone is nice. ^_^

people issues.

well, i dont want to give a shit about this, cause im celebrating for myself, since i 'got back' something that was important to me. but then again, im also in mourning.. for my fallen brazil.

and after whatever outing i have today, i have to rush to my dance rehearsal, and i also have to go for my ballet class after that. and this schedule is probably gonna continue till august. its extremely sad. and thursday will be my only day off, so im gonna use it wisely. ^_^

shaun's going out too today. so that will leave the house empty. and quiet.

alright, going down to have my breakfast and slack till i leave the house. dreading/anticipating what will happen later. alright, hope i don't blow it up too big. ^_^
okay. BYEE.