must chiong thru this post.. then go change my blogskin. bahh. ive been too lazy to change it.. but found somethign i like, so i'll finally get to work..
just finished packing my bag.. so happy that it's all ready and theres hardly any space left.. and then i realised that i havent got my slippers and sleeping bag and watersports shoe.. AND a sweater.. grrrrr.. wtf.. how to fit inside leh?
im like multi-tasking now.. bah.. so much to do, so little time.. actually no, i do have alot of time, but i wanna watch PRIDE.. so yeah.. im addicted to this jap drama which i cant really understand if not for the chinese subtitles.. its cute leh.. shall go ask td for help after i finish the whole thing so he can explain.. nearly got scolded watching..
cant wait for the camp, seriously, honestly, doesnt sound quite right coming out from me, but im rather enthu about it.. its not only our school involved.. its quite alot of school.. O_O think of all the strangers and new people.. but thats the fun of it, making new friends. sounds CORNY. >.<
but im sacrifcing quite a number of classes for it.. im talking about ballet of course. but i guess its a change of environment. O_O
feeling very unsure about my guitar.. dont really know what to do with it.. abit stuck, i should go get lessons.. but i dont have the money.. i seriously dont mind sacrificing my sleep for it since im already so busy.. oh god. i hate money. i love money. what am i saying..
ive been being anti-social lately. im going all quiet and unfriendly and staring intensely at people.. so much so that in the end they look away and dont dare to look at me.. and ive been pushing away others' help.. wtf am i doing. weird las.
the quietness is becoming a part of me.. i guess its partly (not mainly) because i used to irritate others with my sharp-tongueness.. and in the end they get pissed at me.. i shut up because i either dont know what to say, or i dont want to offend others.. or brain-wash them.. or im really too tired.. or i dont want to talk.. or i dont want to leave the wrong impressions on people..
now when everyone who knew me earlier realises how quiet i am, they think im under too depressed or im mentally unstable. how cool is that. O_O
feeling abit moody, seeing more than i should every day.. its like suddenly these few days my eyes actually OPENED (not literally..) and i start to notice alot more.. too much more for me.. and even though my eyes are so 'big' i still bang into alot of things. grr. my gong-ness is getting to me..
i wanna watch my thing.. so im going off.. wont be here until sunday.. sunday i might not even blog.. and monday and tuesday too, for that matter.. ill be out for dinners and stuff with my 'thai counterpart'.. so it'll be quite long.. im gonna miss everyone ya? i go too emotional even though its only a few days.. but being with other girls and guys i hardly know is abit scary for an anti-social like me..
just finished packing my bag.. so happy that it's all ready and theres hardly any space left.. and then i realised that i havent got my slippers and sleeping bag and watersports shoe.. AND a sweater.. grrrrr.. wtf.. how to fit inside leh?
im like multi-tasking now.. bah.. so much to do, so little time.. actually no, i do have alot of time, but i wanna watch PRIDE.. so yeah.. im addicted to this jap drama which i cant really understand if not for the chinese subtitles.. its cute leh.. shall go ask td for help after i finish the whole thing so he can explain.. nearly got scolded watching..
cant wait for the camp, seriously, honestly, doesnt sound quite right coming out from me, but im rather enthu about it.. its not only our school involved.. its quite alot of school.. O_O think of all the strangers and new people.. but thats the fun of it, making new friends. sounds CORNY. >.<
but im sacrifcing quite a number of classes for it.. im talking about ballet of course. but i guess its a change of environment. O_O
feeling very unsure about my guitar.. dont really know what to do with it.. abit stuck, i should go get lessons.. but i dont have the money.. i seriously dont mind sacrificing my sleep for it since im already so busy.. oh god. i hate money. i love money. what am i saying..
ive been being anti-social lately. im going all quiet and unfriendly and staring intensely at people.. so much so that in the end they look away and dont dare to look at me.. and ive been pushing away others' help.. wtf am i doing. weird las.
the quietness is becoming a part of me.. i guess its partly (not mainly) because i used to irritate others with my sharp-tongueness.. and in the end they get pissed at me.. i shut up because i either dont know what to say, or i dont want to offend others.. or brain-wash them.. or im really too tired.. or i dont want to talk.. or i dont want to leave the wrong impressions on people..
now when everyone who knew me earlier realises how quiet i am, they think im under too depressed or im mentally unstable. how cool is that. O_O
feeling abit moody, seeing more than i should every day.. its like suddenly these few days my eyes actually OPENED (not literally..) and i start to notice alot more.. too much more for me.. and even though my eyes are so 'big' i still bang into alot of things. grr. my gong-ness is getting to me..
i wanna watch my thing.. so im going off.. wont be here until sunday.. sunday i might not even blog.. and monday and tuesday too, for that matter.. ill be out for dinners and stuff with my 'thai counterpart'.. so it'll be quite long.. im gonna miss everyone ya? i go too emotional even though its only a few days.. but being with other girls and guys i hardly know is abit scary for an anti-social like me..
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