YO.
feeling moody now.
went out for dinner yst night..
it was quite scary.

erm. uncle ben and auntie susan were trying to squeeze info out of ryan.
cause they recently found out that he had a gf.
and they were asking all sorts of questions..
i think the worst was:
is she prettier than noelle?
and his answer was ''DUH'' (without even looking at me.)
i was stoning and i suddenly heard tht qn..
and i was like wtf la.
when did i go into the discussion?
but its not like i care how his gf looks like anyway..
haha. his life is his own business.
they were like:
but noelle is already so pretty and blablabla..
*how i wish i was sitting far far away across the room.
EMBARASSING LEHS.
please la- how many billion girls are prettier than me?

and they didnt allow rachel to date until she was TWENTY FOUR..
but please la.
i mean shes already dating FIVE guys although she has a STEAD.
im so OMG la.
shes got something wrong in her head.
literally.
and they dont know yet.. hoho.

and MY parents..
wlau. they kept giving the impression that i was DATING.
while i was INSISTING that i was NOT.
and shaun helped in saying he wouldnt let that happen.
and they were trying to find out INFO..

"is he handsome?"
"is he taller than shaun?"
"is he intelligent?"

i was freaking out. honestly.

I MEAN- WE'RE JUST FRIENDS.
*and this was in front of OUTSIDERS as well.*
AHH. and uncle and auntie suddenly talked about USING YOUR SIBLING AS A BASE OF COMPARISON.
which basically meant i was to compare others to SHAUN.
urgh. URGH.

and they said LOOKS and WEALTH matter.
O_O

and when me and rachel and mum went off to the toilet..
shaun was grilled by the other three adults..
haha. poor thing.
ryan was under the most pressure though.
i was second. shaun third.
and everyone still thought rachel was a young and innocent girl.
*VOMITS BLOOD*

rachel was like..
'noelle hows your bf?'

*when i dont even have one*
*so imagine my mood back then.

'is he cute?'
'YEAH- you know MY bf is brazillian and blablabla..'
'OH- and cedric diggory is so extremely cute.'
honestly. who gives a shit.
*i shall not let myself appear SLUTTISH.
and boast about my relationships.
HMPH.

and shes complaining about growing FAT..
in front of me.
and shes TALLER and WAY SKINNIER than me.
not like i care about her height..
but STILL.
and shes COMPLAINING.

it was just such a weird get together dinner.
erm. the food was GREAT though.
had salad.. and then this LAMB thing.
shaun finally decided to be a cannibal and eat his own kind.
*i can stil remember the time where he avoided goats milk bcus it was from a GOAT.
and baby pork ribs.
and loads more..
since we just shared stuff.
im sure no one really bothered abotu the price..
except me.
and i had a apple crumble and some other stuff.

i peeked at the bill.
$520++++++++++++++
and my mum was paying la.
O_O
NO NEED FOR THE EXTRAVAGANCE, MUM.
a nice SIMPLE, not so classy dinner would be fine.

and then we set out to explore the area..
was ten plus pm.
rachel suddenly attached herself to my BROTHER..
i was freaking out. AGAIN.
*cause shaun doesnt really like her..
**but i found out later that he only talked to her bcus he didnt wna be rude.
and i was discussing with ryan the WEIRD sight of shaun and rachel together.
rachel is such a flirt. period.

ryan was kinda disgusted.
so was i.
and my mum was like asking them to exchange numbers..
ARGH. PARENTS. AHH.

they should know when to bother and when not to.
hmph.

honestly. i kinda wish i wasnt on good terms with rachel.

i wish she OPENS her eyes.
and LOOKS at what really matters.
and not how cute a guy is and throw herself at him.
*and shes younger than me la.*
no point showing off to me. O_O

haha. nothing much really happened except the weird dinner thing..
and we're celebrating birthdays today.
but i have to go for ballet..
so maybe i'll leave earlier or something.