erm.
EVERYONE STAY AWAY FROM ME!
im coughing like hell.
and my fever's having MOOD SWINGS.
yes.
so apparently now im quite okay..

woke up at 5.15am today..
couldnt go back to sleep at all..
stayed in bed until 7.15am just THINKING..
thinking about a hell load of things.

okay.
erm. it wasnt so bad waking up early..
cause yesterday once i reached home i chionged to bed.
it was like:

SOMEONE (cant rmb who..): ''NOELLE! how was it?''
ME: ''nice.''

thats all.
then changed and fell asleep almost immediately.
O_O

yeah. cause i went to montfort's performance..
its a musical btw.
nice. very nice.
was trying not to laugh too hard.
cause i hurt badly when i laughed.
so most of the TOO funny parts i just desperately bit my lip.

erm.
included alot of cute dancing and SINGING.
basically whenever they played a song there will be ''things'' in the backgrd dancing along.
FOUR ''things''
thinking of it just makes me wna laugh harder.
so i shall not elaborate about the ''things''.

one of the ''THINGS'' included my bro-
but since he wasnt there he was replaced with someone who made me smile and LOL very easily.
and much more so bcus he was a ''THING''.

songs like:
shut up- B.E.P (okay.. they changed the lyrics.. was damn funny.)
LONELY- MR AKON! (omg- THE ''THINGS'' WERE SO FKING CUTE!)

and many others i shall not tell of..
erm. they also did the TITANIC SCENE-
the part where ROSE was FLYING..
blabla u know.
EVERYTHING WAS SO FUNNY.
BUT THIS WAS LIKE.. HILARIOUS!!!

and the ''things'' and the main actor did a LITTLE bit of ballet..
which i was like.. WTF!
it was just too embarassing and i ended up laughing.
as much as i didnt want to.
i was trying to cover my eyes..
but the temptation was just too great.

no wonder nick had said that they were copying my style two days ago.

okay. im crapping abit too much.

last part-
they danced to ''PRETTY WOMAN'' BOLLYWOOD STYLE!
like- the cast and the crew i think.
more than 30 ppl.

i must credit them for remembering such a long dance.
erm. many looked like if they were to BEND and SHAKE more-
they would snap in half.
BUT IT WAS CUTE! seriously..
and some part after that 3 ppl came in and did a LITTLE breakdancing..
and ended with a FREEZE pose.
one of the three ppl so happened to be my SHRINK.
so i was screaming like hell.
i regret it though..

erm. OKAY-
lets talk about the MAIN ACTOR.
im not going to mention names.
ERM- he can DANCE la.
his standard way better than those guys who play PARA PARA.
he was IN TIME-
and he was SHAKING.
like those BOLLYWOOD STARS.
i was like- WHOA.

and his acting is nice..
his singing is what i describe as- ''okay lah.''

oh. and last part..
he was making the club's THANK YOU speech..
and he broke down halfway.
like IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE.
IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE AUDIENCE.
and just suddenly his voiced changed and his eyes were kinda glassy.
the audience was kinda moved.
ESPECIALLY ME!
O_O

WEIRDEST PHRASE:
''OH NO! NOT THE PINK FEATHER!!''
lol. im going to let you imagine.

--MAJOR MOOD SWING--
cause my mum just demanded some money out of me which i didnt have..
but she claimed to have given me..
so i just gave her my savings-
cause as usual she wasnt listening.
so im going to be more broke.
and im going to live on porridge again..
or dont eat at all in school.

yeah. erm. so they BOWED.
and BOWED.
at least it was coordinated.


then my grandma went to the toilet..
then i stood up and nearly fell over..
cause my head was really heavy and i was feeling quite dizzy..
but i just started walking arnd the hall..

the actors just chionged out from behind the curtain..
the first person i knew was NICK.
there was a BIG grin all over his face.
and i waved back.
then i think one of their frens rushed over to him and he went hyper..
and weiqiang followed out and started jumping around.
then eugene.
all of them were EXTREMELY hyper.
and then TD. who was jumping even more.
all of them crowded arnd and started SLAPPING each otehr on the backs..
and did some CHEERS.
and shouted. SHOUTED LOUDLY.
and took PHOTOS.
it was really nice to see them having fun together..
so i was standing arnd and watching them..

somehow i turned away.
and i turned back i saw TD coming towards me.
O_O

so we chatted for a VERY short while..
then he went away again..
then some time afterwards he RAN like hell out of the hall.
so i was like- ''wth.''

okay. so i walked arnd..
''WHY IS MY GRANDMA TAKING SO LONG..''
i didnt wna get outta the hall..
cause i knew i would get lost and might end up having to spend the night in the school bcus they would have locked it up by the time i found my way out.
erm. then TD appeared out of nowhere again.
and said he ran out and was waiting for me downstairs.
...
its clear that i blended in the crowd.
cause i was actually in the hall all the time and not moving more than 10m away from my original position.

okay. so my grandma came and i didnt even say goodbye..
cause by the time she finished answering my:
"where are we going..?"
i turned around and saw TD's back disappearing into the wings.
and i didnt have the guts to rush up and say goodbye.
so i just turned and left.

took off my jacket.
was wearing a pink spaghetti strap G2000 top.
with sequins.
O_O

went to GEYLANG..
to buy some things to offer to my GREAT GRANDPA which i never saw..
i only saw my great grandma..
whom i had known for about 10-11 years..
i miss her. @_@

so my grandma bought some buns and stuff..
and we had dumpling noodles for supper.
then she left to go to the toilet.

this group of older women came in and started throwing me EXTREMELY dirty looks.
and they started whispering to each other V.OBVIOUSLY about me.

then this guy approached me.

"excuse me- sorry to take up your time. there are girls like you in thailand who only receive less than a dollar for every time they service their customers. and many are actually younger than you. i know in singapore its a few dollars each time.. so i would like to ask you for a donation to help these poor girls like you in thailand. any small amount would do- like TWENTY DOLLARS.''

i was trying hard not to let my jaw drop.
LIKE I DIDNT KNOW ANY OF THESE THINGS THAT GIRLS DO IN THAILAND..
and i actually know more than him.
YES I DO.

DID I APPEAR AS A HOOKER OR SOMETHING?
JUST BCUS IM IN GEYLANG AND IM WEARING A SPAGHETTI STRAP TOP.

i really did wna tell him that im not ONE OF THEM..
and that i would love to help..
but imagine putting less than ten bucks.
when he said TWENTY DOLLARS is a small amt.

it may be.. but to me its acutally quite alot.
cause that's what my mum just CLAIMED from me.

so i said that i didnt have much cash on me..
which i didnt btw.
and there was this
"I KNEW IT- SINGAPORE GIRLS ARE LIDDAT. SO SELFISH AND HEARTLESS." look scribbled all over his face.

and so i gave him the extremely icy look in return..
cause he had spoiled my quite good mood.

thank god my grandma appeared.
then i think he saw..
and i looked at him again..


and he looked away.
SCKERRR.

okay. so we took a taxi home.

so my ATTEMPT to appear happy didnt work.
O_O

i dont know whats going to happen today..
i dont know if im having tuition or sth..
or if im dancing later on.
my fever's back up again.
IRRITATING!!!

and thers my MUM-
still occasionally coming in to STUBBORNLY (i know its a horrible word.. but i cant find a replacement for it.) CLAIMING that she had given me.
and trying to go through all the money which she had thought was in my wallet.

I MEAN-
I ALREADY GAVE IT TO HER.
WHAT MORE DOES SHE WANT?
CANT SHE SEE THAT IM SICK AND THAT "IRRITATION" IS PASTED ALL OVER MY FACE?
THAT WAS THE MONEY I HAD SAVED UP BY SCRIMPIN.
I DONT SCRIMP TO PAY SOMETHIN THAT I HAVE NEVER EVEN HAD.

AND I HAVE TO SNIFF AT LEAST TWICE EVERY TWENTY SECONDS
BCUS OF MY FKING RUNNING NOSE.
AND IM COUGHING AT LEAST ONCE EVERY TWO MINUTES.
AND MY TEMPERATURE IS LIKE 39.1DEGREES C.
YST IT WAS 39.3. NO BIG DIFF.
AND ON THURSDAY IT WAS ACTUALLY WAY HIGHER-
ACCORDING TO EVERYONE WHO HAD TOUCHED ME.
IM VERY VERY VERY VERY PISSED.