TD- would you let me apologise?

im terribly sorry for hurting you.
i know sorry alone isnt enough to stitch up whatever scar i left you with,
but please PLEASE give me a chance to make it up.
and i BEG your pardon.
and I SWEAR IM NEVER GONNA HURT YOU AGAIN.
im SWEARING.
i just cant stand seeing you being HURT-
and i never knew i meant that much to you.
sorry for not trusting you.
and not BELIEVING in you.
for brushing away whatever help u offered like it didnt mean a thing.


im not going to smile until you forgive me.