staying at home on the last day of our beautiful holidays is the worse thing that could happen.
with my family, which isnt a bad thing IF they would stop asking me if im ready of school.
...
damn.

shaun's going jamming later,
and i wanted to go along, and he's actually cool about it, but wasn't sure if the others would mind.
to avoid any trouble, i shall stay at home and a good girl..
because there's simply nothing else to do.

the weather aint hot or cold,
AND THERES NO WIND.
its the worse weather possible.
i would rather it be pouring, then at least i could sleep in comfort.
rawr. actually its hot. 29degrees. damn.

tomorrow's school.
doesnt sound quite right.
TOMORROW.
i simply detest the idea of going back to that military-like place.
i mean, which school books you if the school name on your socks has faded off?
i remember all the times i had to grab a green marker and colour in 'TKGS'..

and ms chiam wants practice TOMORROW. the first day of school!
g0sh.
which means i have to lug along ballet stuff. PLUS we're making the wings for our costume? i THINK. yeah. and we have to bring quite a few things.

i want to scream. and rip out my hair.
maybe later i'll be so frustrated and run out of the house anyway.
run to some empty place and DANCE.

oh yeah, did i mention ballet is cancelled?
it is=/
ms kok's busy.

i miss ballet. i miss ballet!
i need to dance.
badly.
i need a giant studio with lots of mirrors and a great pianist.

and shaun just left the house to go have fun.




...
im irritated.