oh my,
have i become some emo freak?
you just have to say those fwe words to get me crying,
and even if you dont say them, i'll cry.
now, what the hell is going on?

i think ALOT. yes, i know i do.

well, i spoilt my happy day yesterday.
i went to the creative sale in the morn with dad and ines,
then met mum to go christmas present shopping @ raffles city in the afternoon.
received a nice bunch of vouchers from espirit, and they suddenly had this whole 20% off thing.
my mum was so freaking happy, and was happier that i was there to give her comments and stuff. she was considering buying another christmas present for me!
what did she get me for christmas? :)

then the bus came just as i reached the bus stop, so i was early for ballet!
:D
kinda lost stamina, probably due to the lack of class during NZWOKRSHOP.
oops.

then i had dinner at compass point:)
ate good food!
then jalan-ed a little before i went home.
some IDIOT made me miss the bus..
and while departing the bus, i tore my slipper.
like WOW, isnt that lucky. lol. had to climb the overhead bridge somemore. refused all offers of help. cause im STUBBORN, and i prefer to be independant:D

but in the end, dad didnt pick me up,
so shaun came and i walked home one foot bare.

helped aunty lucy figure out her mp3, so she was real happy, and i was happy too. haha. she was so bloody thankful, over that cheap 25 bucks creative muVo. which really made me feel abit ashamed for not counting my blessings, and not getting happy over such small things.
or even over bigger things.
oh well:(

and ive just found out,
one of my ex-good friends has turned lesb.
no offence to her or anything, but im pretty shocked.
cause she aint THAT type!
that's all..

its christmas eve's eve!
does it feel joyous?
does it feel christmas-y?
does it feel less ordinary?

im afraid, its all NOs.

*ahemEMO-EMO-EMOahem*