i hate YOU, where YOU=constant.
you mighta been a big part of my life, but i swear i dont really give a shit now. how knew you could be like this? honestly, consider me out of your life (since im more or less out anyway), cause i really am disappointed in you. you and your stupid thick-headedness.

in a super bored state, eating my fourth banana of the day.
wondering how everyone is and what theyre doing. i know for one thing that alisha is thinking about how SOMEONE smiled at her today.. and that i have nothing to do AGAIN tomorrow. cool? not at all. i think i shall go ask people to go out with me.
ines is beside me smiling for some reason. freaky=_= and she's wrapped herself up like a popiah in my mattress.

mum offered me a job of $2 an hour helping her do admin work. its my kind of thing i guess.. since i find it super easy to do, and im willing to help my mum.. but i think i'll refuse the offer of her money and just ask her to pay for my NZ WORKSHOP. yeah. then it's a whole big load of my chest. oh yeah, and if i work at her office, im making sure she pays for all my food too.
in other words, i wont get any money for working for her, and im completely fine with that. cause after all, she's my mum and i shouldn't even be asking any money from her and i should be helping her without being asked to=_=

i've come to realise that i am way underage to work at most places. shit.
i could be doing so much more with just a few years more of age. sigh. im gonna be patient though..

don't know what's my plan for saturday. those STEP camp people are so indecisive. rawr. is it that hard to plan for a few people to get together and hang out? but maybe bryan has got it all ready and just hasn't told me yet. wtf. i shan't think, but just wait.

and i think we 2E6 people are gonna bomb VIVOCITY on friday. if someone actually manages to get everyone. and arrange. maybe i'll ask ashley later. it's gonna be real fun if it is confirmed:D almost nothing beats a girlish outing. i don't really know why and how, but it's just super fun. you just bitch about random things and laugh and do stuff you don't usually do alone.

okay. gonna go grab a last banana and some junk food. binge! rawr.
BYE.