finally shaun gets off my comp..
*stares at him..

class today was normal, screwed up alot as usual.. i think after not seriously seriously dancing for a while, you kinda lose your stamina.. perfect example- myself. yeah.

after seeing certain people sporting extremely unhappy looks behind the piano, seeing girls forget their work, seeing RYAN- cute as ever, and basically having CLASS, i went with grace to return her borrowed shoes to the small studio. ms lee's girls didnt look as if they worked very hard. the room wasnt even warm as usual. lol. juniors will never be as hardworking as seniors- *hinthint to certain juniors*

i left to go to the beach with mum, dad, shaun and ines. we stayed there for less than an hour, eating freshly baked cheesesticks, drinking lemon tea, getting our feet wet and eating ice cream. yeah. cause ines had her piano class at 5. so we left at four thirty. how pathetic quick. but its still nice and a LITTLE BIT fun family time, so its PRECIOUSSSSS.

its all worth it when shaun gets embarassed hearing about his history from mum and dad. haha. its like they never get tired of saying how shaun was screaming and kicking whenever he was strapped into a chair/car seat/pram. or how he had to be tricked into eating dinner with twisties and potato chips. *smile smile

they talk about me too, but as i emphasize greatly, i was never an attractive/lively child. all i would do was be petty about my food and be sickly and throw up and fall sick and suffer from severe severe underweight-ness. so i dont really get embarassed. not as much as shaun anyway. :D

OH YEAH. i suddenly remember what me and ashley saw in this mag while "doing CIP" (emphasis on the open inverted commas).
single guys (MEN) tend to die earlier, age faster, get more health problems, suffer more unhappiness, and alot of other problems as compared to their married counterparts.
single girls (WOMEN) tend to live longer, age more slowly, stay healthier and happier than their married counterparts. and besides, single women dont really have to go through the pain of labour and petting your husband and kids and cooking and all..
so basically, we're at an advantage if we dont wna get married ^_^
how cool is that?

ROFLMAO. poor guys.
*but me being me will get married SOMEDAY.. sighs to herself.*

i think shaun just tampered with my comp, for the internets having major moodswings. MAJORRR. nah, he wouldnt dare. ^_^

okay, maybe it seems im on HIGH, but its just because i went for class. before class i was having the 'do not touch me or i WILL kill you' look on my face. i think only alisha dared to come near me. moohoohoo. but right now, im angry with her for not listening to me. cause she was like doing handstands and falling on her head/back/hands- and sooner or later shes gonna get seriously injured. but seems like alisha never ever listens to me, so i 'll just shut up.

so much for caring, noelle. i dont think its appreciated.*

yeah. my mood was because.. i slept at four plus? i slept at four plus because.. i couldnt help it, and i was THINKING. my eyebags are like really MAJOR today. its unhealthy for me, but i cant help it.. especially when all this shit is going on. i dont even have a say in my life now.. everyone just throws problems at me. whee. as if its so enjoyable. but no, im not suffering from depression.. so dont you people come to me as if im gonna jump off a building the next minute.
*stares at ALOT of people who are like the above mentioned*

yeah. and last night, i was also reminded by tashi how _____ i looked. she was saying how i looked as if i wore contacts and dont have perfect eyesight (alot of people do that), and also how i looked as if im hooked (alot of people say that too. ALOT) but i mean, come on, do i really look as if i had like __ bfs since p4? ==" no one believes me when i deny. and i dont like it. hmph.

*noelle just cannot stand being misunderstood, but she has no strength/persistence to deny much further, so she shall just let the injustice out on her blog although no one actually bothers.*

oooooh. gotta go and do my own pizza for dinner.. i think i'll do half seafood and the other half with loads of sausages and bacon. whoots.
so CIAO.

PS: noelle is NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT cute. quit making me feel more miserable by being sarcastic.