i should have done class last night.
ARGHH.

ms lee started free class en pointe at the barre, and they did all the fun stuff.. and there i was being an arse and not dancing and sitting on the floor watching them. honestly i felt like jumping up and dancing.. because NOELLE cant resist NOT DANCING (especially en pointe, cause i really needa improve). sigh. and then they did centre.. damn cool.. double pirouettes en pointe, fouette turns en pointe.. and once again i just sat there and watched.. grrr. pissing myself off.

i can be such an idiot sometimes.*

suddenly, ms lee wanted to do MYSTIQUE. i just jumped up and wore my pointes, jump jump in them to warm up, then started. damn fun. mini rehearsal! yeah. my splits were all horrible though..

then, best part- MS LEE WANTED US SENIORS TO LEARN FAME!
was that cool or what. although most of the seniors were like.. ??????, its still fun. but i didnt catch ANYTHING. so that majorly sucked. the ending pose was cool though. haha. itll be so cool to perform 'FAME' but i really have to learn all the stuff cause i SUCK. haha.

AND, mr litao wasnt happy that 'the search' didnt get chosen to go to shanghai, SO WE'LL BE DOING THAT DANCE. omg 'the search' is really cool. ms lee's gonna rechereograph some parts, and change the costume.. but its still gonna rock. and maybe if that dumb china guy likes it then we can perform it there. cool..

i guess ms lee has GIGANTIC plans for us. she wants to do a dance with a storyline, have solo parts, reaudition the seniors, and alot of other stuff.. and she even mentioned how melbourne invied us for an exchange programme... ITS THE AUSTRAILIAN BALLET- one of the best companies in the world. china isnt even close. i mean- HOW COOL IS THAT.

but of course she has to do alot of stuff before osmehting like that can actualyl happen. and theres also the thing in shanghai next year..

now the only thing for me to do is- WORK HARDER. seriously. if i want to get pass the auditions, i honestly have to improve. i think thats what ms lee wants us to do. have competition so that we'll be pressured into improving. smart. but now, everything is just FUN. so thats good i guess..

i feel like going for ms lee's classes. yeah. just go for fun when i dont have ms kok's classes. to IMPROVE. yeah. its a long ladder climb to the top- although i'll never be the top with ms lee's great seniors. haha. theyre really nice people, and they can dance really well. so thats really cool.

left crestar feeling very black. walked around like a zombie- as tashi kindly put it- and looked dead. tashi also was asking what happened between me and alisha dear, cause i totally ignored her when she was talking to me. and i was like, 'DID SHE EVEN TALK TO ME? omg i thought she was talking to someone else. thats why i shut up.'
==" noelle the evil.

my parents arent sending me to ballet later.. grrr. have to send myself there. IM PISSED. im lazy. haha. alright, gonna grab some food, so CYAA.