i should've just grit my teeth, block the doorway and asked.
but like that'll ever happen. i think i'll MAX have enoguh guts to block the doorway and go:
"ummmm. (smile.) Hi."
and then i'll walk off and curse myself for doing such a terrible job. haha.
ahya, no point la. if it's not meant to be, i can't force it right(: we're talking about human beings with emotions here, so i've to be a little more reasonable.

i came home early after school since i don't think anyone wanted to go out and study. and yeah, what's with all the "go ask!"s from aisyah, nat and fuhua. =___=
and i spent my entire afternoon with shaun, screaming over the ps3 while trying to kill the entire army of people. shaun died like so many times luh. i'm gooood(:
dw6 isn't as easy as dw5. the normal units have finally grown some brains, and there are alot mroe controls. you can't be the ultimate own-er anymore): not fun!
haha. there, i play games cause i like to win.
netball incuded.

speaking of netball, it was so damned hot today.
we should play badminton or something, and stop the shirt tans. and truthfully speaking, i'll rather go eat recess nowadays than play cause it just ends up to be some sort of a laughing fest.
like the ball hits peoples' heads, people hit peoples' heads, people throw the ball to someone who's not their teammate, etcetc.
abigail's damn good at that. she'll just randomly shout, "amanda here!" and amanda will just throw the ball to her even if she's not on our team. =____= and plus her funny "OYE!"s and stuff just to shock people into dropping the ball or sth. haha. someone's pro uh(:

i think syaf's the cutest though(:

i thoroughly embarrassed myself after recess by running around nearly the entire school in search for limting who had to come back and do the chinese listening compre. and when i found her in the classroom, everyone was staring. like, Staring. cx included. i was sweating and my hair was probably flying. oh man. haha.

i think i can get 7/10 at most for chinese listening compre. the last passage was )(*$)*@&)!ingly hard.

late night phone calls with alisha thien make me a happy girl(:
we seriously, SERIOUSLY need to meet. then go home and study together. ahhh.

i'm going to treat myself during the june holidays by having a massive The L Word marathon. i'm going to borrow everything from season 1 to season 5 (if anyone has got it!) :D :D :D
anyone wants in? haha. we should totally go find a huge living room with a large, large screen and have it soundproof cause i'll be screaming and laughing my arse off.

my eye bags have worsened considerably. it's a sure sign of stress and constant fatigue. i feel like a zombie walking around sometimes.
i'm really tired of doing this. but i'm human and it isn't human nature to stop halfway and walk off. excuses, but it's true to a certain extent. there's this annoying little bugger called Hope.

tuition-ing tmr and thursday!