ups and downs.

math paper was erm. easier than the amath paper?
although i bet crowds of unpleased students are protesting.
i think i'm the only one who finds emath easier.
well, i really suck at amath. so bad that i BET all of you that mr yong's gonna ask me to drop.
but i won't:D cause i'm hanging on to hopes that tuition would pull me to an A1.
cause supposedly this guy's a miracle.
i wanna be a miracle too.

the performance item is NOT in shape.
it's extremely irregular. hope it cleans itself up soon. i have faith in ms kok! WE CAN DO THIS!
soon. i hope.

and i'm kinda disappointed.
i thought so highly of you, full of admiration at your courage, your determination, your way of handling matters.
the way you are.
or were, maybe.
and here i hear things behind my back. when you could have done it face to face with me.
when you could have got the best, the fullest explanation you could ever have gotten.
where did the friendship go? i don't know why, but it affects me.
and until i hear it for myself firsthand, i don't really believe other people.

i think i'm overly sensitive and overly friend-minded.

althoguh martin once again says, in this kind of situations..
ACT BLUR.
forgive but never forget.
and,
you're the one who feels hurt. the other person wins.

hawhaw.
nope! i'll think optimistic and believe that people are full of compassion and love.

but talking to ryan is infectious.
it makes you smile.
short term effects though. you need long long doses of it.
hinthint here.

munchy donuts rock wayy more than donut factory donuts.

mixed reactions about my hair(:
most of them being:
OMG NOELLE, YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!!?!
*inclue a few jaw drops, many many stares, and wide-eyed looks*
one of them being:
i don't like your hair. it's so.. short. *then gives an insane burst of laughter* (pretty obvious who)
and many being:
IT LOOKS NICE ON YOU! xD (i'm touched! haha.)

well. hear only the good stuff, ignore the criticism, and that's how you pull off a head full of attitude. haha. wth. i'm not making sense.

and my hair is not emo. okay. maybe a TAD bit emo. haha. but it wasn't meant to be!
i just love the overall effect of it. i look like such a different person.
so no more typical bitchlooking longhaired Noelle.

i think everyone needs a makeover xD come to school tomorrow looking all different. get hair extensions, get 10billion piercings, get nerdy glasses,
anything.
school people are getting boring.
with the exception of A(: aisyah agrees with me already, i know. haha.

gonna give rachel wong her birthday present in advance tomorrow!

OH YEAH. nearly forgot!
i feel the LOVE. cause i'm part of a so-called clan. haha.
"if you're a member's girl, you're part of our clan too!"
WTHHH. haha. but i think it was funny.
i don't think i've even met half of these people. oh goshxD darren's full of crap.
but what if you're a girl's guy? like s&t? haha. church people these days are getting audacious.
darren gets a cheesy donut FOC from me! lol. who gets donuts from me SO OFTEN hurh?

.. i'm biased xD