actually i felt like making this post a super emo one and complaining my ass off.
and making people feel guilty and all that shit.
but, i MANAGE my anger well. so i shant.
just to say, I WILL NO LONGER TOLERATE.
im done with putting up smiles. im tired of acting. im NOT the nice girl you all know me as. so yeah, put that one toe over the line and i shall rip you up.
stupid shit.
okay. im over that.
well, cant wait for class party on the 1st.
because of my chicken pox scars im dropping the idea of going swimming in my twopiece.
and because of that im going to have a super uneven tan.
you'll see me so dark you'd think i was african or something. or maybe indian. or whatever.
but has anyone thought- what if it rained?
after all, it is supposed to be the wet 'season'.
*ahha. hint hint to organisers!*
*one minute later..*
WHAT to wear?? im gonna look like a _____ on that day!
=_=
omg. my mind has blanked out.
well. wardrobe issues.
okay. my boredom has pushed me into such a state.
shaun has just gotten his lover back. and hes gonna spend all his free time with her. he even bought something for her! and its more expensive than ANY present he has ever given me.. not looking into the fact that ive never received anything from him. (okay, not counting tissue paper and random things he has to pass me everyday) he forgos his meals and such for her, and im totally jealous.. not.
well,
how can i be jealous of his ps2?
and that stupid attachment to his ps2 was a new controller- duh.
ha! what were you all thinking? :D
the way he treats his ps2 is so CRUEL. HOURS of plain abuse! when his angry its worse- he often spoils controllers. how many new controllers has he bought already? hmmmmmmm.
okay. anyway, im afraid to say i have the whole of tmr free. afraid cause another load of crap may appear on this blog. afraid cause another few people would have to suffer my wrath on msn. BIG SIGH. being bored is totally not good. repeat- NOT GOOD.
fine. shall eat to kill boredom.
THE DANCE IS A POEM OF WHICH EACH MOVEMENT IS A WORD:)
and making people feel guilty and all that shit.
but, i MANAGE my anger well. so i shant.
just to say, I WILL NO LONGER TOLERATE.
im done with putting up smiles. im tired of acting. im NOT the nice girl you all know me as. so yeah, put that one toe over the line and i shall rip you up.
stupid shit.
okay. im over that.
well, cant wait for class party on the 1st.
because of my chicken pox scars im dropping the idea of going swimming in my twopiece.
and because of that im going to have a super uneven tan.
you'll see me so dark you'd think i was african or something. or maybe indian. or whatever.
but has anyone thought- what if it rained?
after all, it is supposed to be the wet 'season'.
*ahha. hint hint to organisers!*
*one minute later..*
WHAT to wear?? im gonna look like a _____ on that day!
=_=
omg. my mind has blanked out.
well. wardrobe issues.
okay. my boredom has pushed me into such a state.
shaun has just gotten his lover back. and hes gonna spend all his free time with her. he even bought something for her! and its more expensive than ANY present he has ever given me.. not looking into the fact that ive never received anything from him. (okay, not counting tissue paper and random things he has to pass me everyday) he forgos his meals and such for her, and im totally jealous.. not.
well,
how can i be jealous of his ps2?
and that stupid attachment to his ps2 was a new controller- duh.
ha! what were you all thinking? :D
the way he treats his ps2 is so CRUEL. HOURS of plain abuse! when his angry its worse- he often spoils controllers. how many new controllers has he bought already? hmmmmmmm.
okay. anyway, im afraid to say i have the whole of tmr free. afraid cause another load of crap may appear on this blog. afraid cause another few people would have to suffer my wrath on msn. BIG SIGH. being bored is totally not good. repeat- NOT GOOD.
fine. shall eat to kill boredom.
THE DANCE IS A POEM OF WHICH EACH MOVEMENT IS A WORD:)
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